I love gatherings. I love to gossip. I love to talk to friends when they are in office. As a result, this week I talked so much, i think much more than the entire of February.

Sometimes you can't be too 'gam' with your AIC or manager. The feeling is weird when u start to dislike the way he or she does things.

As I cannot see my future, the only thing i can do is to do whatever jobs I have on hand well and live life to the fullest currently. I have straightened my thoughts, if in any case that I am not promoted, I will leave the company and find a new job. 东家不打打西家。

This wk was truely a hell week. Im quite glad that we have pulled out early because client is still not ready.

The free flow Russian Vodka drinking session at Shangri-la pub last fri was not bad. I never like alcoholic drinks, but its a nice chill out session for me after 1 wk of horrible job.

The highlight for this wk is the HCI 90th Anniversary. Guowei bought 6 tables and invited us to the event. Thank you Guowei =)

I thought it was a joke when JM told me there would be 1,000 tables for the anniversary, but when i reached there, I saw the signboard 万人宴。So its true that there are 1000 tables for 10,000 people. OMG its really 1,000 tables for 10,000 people. I wondered how HCI could gather 10,000 for this event. Guowei says it will be even more grand when its 100th anniversary. The tables will probably be arranged from HCJC all the way to TCHS.

If you drive there, you will have to park your car at Turf City and walk down to HCI. Crazy!

Rainbow!!!!!!

Everything was quite cheena because it is a Chinese school. Chinese dance, chinese songs, speeches in mandarin etc. All of a sudden, I feel that this school is so unfamiliar to me ever since THCS merged with HCJC. The sch song is now the Chinese high sch song, the sch logo has been changed to TCHS', and that the whole event its more of a TCHS' event rather than a HCI's.

The food sucked. The moveable toilets also sucked.

But its still worth going to meet some old table tennis friends, friends whom u have just lost contact for years like Cheukka, yiling and jieying, and revive some good memories in my JC times. Great to hear that all of them are doing so well, not surprising though as they have always been doing well all the while. I'm inspired to be a gd auditor HAHAHHAHAa.

the table tennis girls~~ Erm... some pple in this table were from RJC and VJC hahaha but its ok. We still welcome everyone.

I missed my hwachong days....

Next wk at Changi Business Park. REED ELSEVIER. Thank you Karen~~~

Sis is pregnant again. Hahaha.. another baby boy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Welcome to Sunrise Lane Kindergarten.

I think i have poor $$ management. . I have soft spots for clothes and music related stuff. Im eyeing on the violin. I havent bought clothes for a few mths. Way to go~~ Then i will spend the money on my Msia and Hk trip and my bank acc will fall back to zero again and this cycle will repeat forever unless i marry a millionaire.

Through jm, I understand and feel the joy from doing the simple things and eating simple food.

Working makes me process my brain so much slower than it was 1 or 2 yrs ago.

I'm looking forward to hwachong 90th anniversary next sat. Havent seen my friends for a few years. =) I vow to keep in touch with all my friends constantly.

I'm becoming more and more powerful. I DON'T NEED TO TALK TO ANYONE AT ALL. I HAVE BEEN EATING LUNCH ALONE AT CLIENT'S PLACE FOR A FEW DAYS.

I thought that kind of student-stabbing-prof drama will only happen in US, but it happened in my own school NTU yesterday. I really feel so sad for the boy who died because of fyp or the prof or both ( i dun know).

And yesterday night, I dreamt that one of my friends, used 2 forks and stabbed another friend. I witnessed the scene and me and another girl ran into my house and locked every lock to prevent access for that crazy friend. It sounds very stupid but I can still remember how scared I was in the dream.

I thought this kind of nightmares will only happen to little children. My mama always warn us not to play too much with my nephews or let them watch scary shows because at night they will have nightmares when they sleep. So seriously, that stabbing incident had caused my nightmare, and since JC I always have nightmares on that night when I watch scary movies, then my mentally is no different from a child. I think i have huge problem.

A jc friend once told me he knew he was dreaming in his sleep and so he dared to fight himself against the monster in his dream. I don't know how true it was because i never know that I was dreaming, but isn't it wonderful if you know you are dreaming and alter a dream that will never happen in reality?

3rd March. =)

Decided after a wk of consideration. Going to hk with jean & her 2 friends from 27 June - 4 July. This shall be my 4th times in hk (1st time I only rem Ocean Park & 3rd time it rained continuously). Hk is not on my list of desired destinations, but i suppose i can still enjoy the fun with them. I am just so jealous that my parents always travel around when I am not free to join them.

I realise how powerful i can be. I don't need to talk to anyone for the entire day. In my previous engagement, I worked alone for about 4 days and I spoke little throughout the days. What made it worse was the small little room with poor radio reception and no internet connection.

I FEEL VERY FAT AND IM VERY FAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!